I woke up this morning writing this blog entry in my head but the exact wording of what I was going to say has gone - which is probably for the best ‘cause it was pretty mopey! Why mopey you ask? Well I’m just feeling it this week, maybe its the repercussions of last week, maybe its just that it’s August and I have too many bad memories associated with August, maybe it’s all the digs. I guess it’s all of those things combined, you know how some days you just wake up and think, ‘why am I doing this?’ ’ ‘why am I putting myself through this,’ well I’ve had about three days like that this week but I’m hoping to replace the sadness with sheer terror as we get closer to my departure date for Japan.
See I can hear you all now yelling at your screens, YOU’RE GOING TO JAPAN, LIGHTEN UP! Good point, so I will! There’s lots to do in this last week, photoshoot for one so I can get Geography sent off for duplication (otherwise it won’t be available at the Queen’s and we can’t have that!). I’ve also got another practise scheduled with Kiera which I’m looking forward to - all is going well on that front :) and then there’s the holiday mumbo jumbo - which I secretly love. I’m finishing the week off with a gig at the Calvert Trust on Exmoor too so I should really have no complaints, it will be a good week ‘cause there will be so much to do. I guess this week I just spent too much time thinking about all the bad things that had been said to me or all the let downs rather than focusing on all the good coming my way.
My apologies, I’ll be good!